January 21, 2008

After a strange dream, I made a funny realization... I think I know why losing weight is scary for me... because then I don't have an excuse. If I am overweight, I have an excuse for why I'm not dating and why guys aren't interested in me. But if I lose weight, I won't have that excuse anymore. Then there's something else. I don't know... it is just something that I have been thinking about.